shock, denial, guilt, anger, panic attacks. Depression. Acceptance are still far away. According to the psychologist at the beginning of the new year could be taken as a good reason to accept it. But thinking of starting a new year without you ...
All things that have happened this year I have changed. The birth of a child, even if the third child, changes you. After a month that has happened has happened and I think that some things will remain as a scar, with indelible over time.
I learned to give a damn about ratings. Because after all I with certain people I'm fine, I get distracted by children and from work and do not see why I should give it up to bias.
I learned that the screams, the laughter, the chatter of children fill some emptiness and silence.
I learned that to move forward we must rely only on themselves, who are good at talking but then all those that help you really are few.
I learned that if you try you are always right next to us.
Maybe in 2011 I will learn many things in life without you. It is not my habit, because I always tend to minimize everything I do, but I'm proud of how far I could take things forward.
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